So this is why the articles had to be moved here

> Greetings, 
> 
> This owner of the domain laurelai.info has used this domain to post 
> defamatory and harassing content about my client and to incite harassment 
> and violence as well. This person whom you host uses several aliases, 
> among which is Dana Taylor. I represent Julian Vigo who is mentioned 
in two 
> separate post half way down the page. 
> 
> Julian Vigo is a scholar and filmmaker and has never had contact with the 
> individuals mentioned therein to include the owner of this domain. 
None of 
> the events mentioned in your client's post are factually correct. In 
> these two posts, Julian Vigo is accused of being a radical feminist, 
she is 
> not. She is a well-known anthropologist and cultural critic who wrote a 
> piece two years ago for an American journal, CounterPunch, documenting the 
> "war" between feminists and transgender women and because of publishing 
> this piece has faced harassment and threats by several individuals to 
> include your client. This page is a continuation of some of the 
behavior my 
> client has had to tolerate. 
> 
> Here are some further examples of defamation in these posts: Julian Vigo 
> did not post anything on the website mentioned in the aforementioned post 
> (from the context of what was recounted above; another ISP kicked off 
your 
> client or your client's accomplice for having posted this same material 
> which is now reposted on your domain); the reposting of the defamatory 
> comments on your server repeats the publishing of comments which are 
simply 
> untrue. Reposting information from the previously annulled website, 
> publishes this: "After my reply, Vigo stopped posting. Today, I received 
> the following from Disqus" followed by a message from Disqus. From this 
> message wherein Julian Vigo is not mentioned, your client has 
fictionalized 
> and then posted more personal information about my client: 1. that Vigo 
> posted the comment above, 2. that Vigo has a third-party fake online ID 
> though which she posts, and 3. that Vigo went to Disqus to complain 
despite 
> her name not at all being associated anywhere. In fact, as you can tell 
> below this post are links to Julian Vigo's Huffington Post and 
CounterPUnch 
> articles, the basis for this vexatious ire. To repeat, my client, Julian 
> Vigo, has never had any interaction with the people mentioned in this 
> website, one of whom is your client who uses your services to defame 
Julian 
> Vigo and to fictionalize reality. 
> 
> Under New York, New Jersey and Pennsylvania state law, it is unlawful to 
> engage in defamation of anothers character and reputation. Defamation 
> consists of: 
> 
> (1) a statement that tends to injure reputation; 
> (2) communicated to another; and 
> (3) that the speaker knew or should have known was false. 
> 
> These defamatory statements involved your user at the IP address 
> 81.4.124.0/22 
> 
> If your company does not comply with this cease and desist demand within 
> this time period, my client is entitled to seek monetary damages and 
> equitable relief for this user's defamation. In the event you fails to 
meet 
> this demand, please be advised that Julian Vigo has asked us to 
> communicate to you that she will pursue all available legal remedies, 
> including seeking monetary damages, injunctive relief, and an order that 
> your client pay court costs and attorneys fees. Your liability and 
> exposure under such legal action could be considerable. 
> 
> Additionally under EU law, Article 14, as a service provider, you have the 
> obligation to act "expeditiously to remove or disable access to the 
> information." 
> 
> Before taking any legal steps, however, my client wishes to give 
> you the opportunity to discontinue your illegal conduct by complying with 
> this demand within ten (10) days. 
> 
> As my client has been harassed by the owner of this domain for the 
past two 
> years, please do not divulge my client's name to the owner of this domain. 
> 
> 
> Regards, 
> 
> 
> Elisabeth Chang
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When the hate becomes personal: my experience with TERF harassment. Removed article from transadvocate rehosted

Julian Vigo  had her lawyers threaten transadvocate.com’s webhost to have this article removed.

I am republishing it with permission to prevent erasing of history.

When the hate becomes personal: my experience with TERF harassment

By Dana Taylor

Social Context

Studies show that the trans population lives under extreme psychological pressures unseen in even active military personnel. Fifty-five percent of trans people were found to live with social anxiety. Within the general American population, similar types of anxiety are experienced by only 6.8% of the population while these levels of anxiety were found to exist at a rate of 8.2% among military personal.


Transgender and gender variant persons are frequently harassed and discriminated against when seeking housing or applying to jobs or schools, are often victims of violent hate crimes, and face challenges in marriage, adoption and parenting rights.

Discrimination and lack of equal civil rights is damaging to the mental health of transgender and gender variant individuals. For example, gender-based discrimination and victimization were found to be independently associated with attempted suicide in a population of transgender individuals, 32% of whom had histories of trying to kill themselves, and in the largest survey to date of gender variant and transgender people 41% reported attempting suicide.

The APA joins other organizations, including the American Medical Association and the American Psychological Association, in endorsing strong policy statements deploring the discrimination experienced by gender variant and transgender individuals and calling for laws to protect their civil rights.

– The American Psychological Association, 2012

The National Institute of Health defines Social Anxiety Disorder as being characterized by a, “… persistent, intense, and chronic fear of being watched and judged by others and feeling embarrassed or humiliated by their actions. This fear may be so severe that it interferes with work, school, and other activities and may negatively affect the person’s ability to form relationships.”

“… ethnic minority MtF transgender persons who experience negative interactions with health providers and face discrimination in the health care system feel strong barriers to utilizing health care services, and consequently exacerbate health disparities. Transphobia experience, depression, and economic pressure would also contribute to the barriers to utilizing services experienced by MtF transgender persons of color. This vicious cycle must be eliminated by developing health intervention programs specific to MtF transgender persons.” – Nemoto, Operario and Keatley, 2005

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TERFs and the Social Context: The History

Trans Exclusionary Radical Feminism (TERF) is a branch of “feminism” that acts to destroy the patriarchy by destroying the reality of trans women. The TERF movement attempted to do exactly this advocating for a national program of forced repetitive therapy, legislating trans people out of existence and successfully having access to trans medical and psychological care effectively banned in the United States.[1, 2] The historical TERF movement was as unrelenting as it was cruel. Whether by intention or design, TERFs have been exceedingly skilled in leveraging the above social context.

After the members of the Street Transvestite Action Revolutionaries (STAR) and the Queens Liberation Front (QLF) started the Stonewall Riot and funded the post-stonewall legal fight, TERFs began a campaign to politicize the fact that trans people could use the correct restrooms at New York City Hall[3]. Unsurprisingly, trans people were  stripped from the equality protections their money and attorneys had been fighting for since Stonewall. During the 1973 Christopher Street Liberation Day post-parade rally, trans people were excluded from participation due to TERF objections. Over TERF objections, a member of the STAR took to the stage and implored the gathered to think of themselves as one community and that we should actually care for our homeless, abused and wrongfully jailed. A TERF took the stage immediately afterward to assert that transwomen were men and should know their place. The STAR member went home and in despair, attempted suicide. The name of that STAR member was Sylvia Revara.

Cathy Brennan is seen by many as a particularly hateful public face of the modern TERF movement. She’s attempted to intervene in the medical care of trans people and has a history of ‘harassing’ the families of trans people, outing a trans kid to their school, working with an ex-gay group in targeting another trans kid and outing trans people to their employers.

More about TERFs can be found here [Strong Trigger Warning].

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My Experience


On October 1, 2013 my university employer asked me, “Remember when you warned me that Cathy Brennan may contact your employer due to a magazine article I was interviewed in? Well, she just contacted us.” Fortunately, I had warned him about Brennan just the week before that this might happen because I was interviewed by Bitch Magazine and thought that she might retaliate by attempting to silence me or get me fired.

I logged into my campus work computer from home and opened the email Brennan sent. I received a direct copy of it as I am on the abuse/security alias due to working in the Office of Information Security. I am sure Brennan didn’t realize that. I read the email and began shaking. It was full of libelous remarks about me. It hadn’t even sunk in yet that my coworkers also received this as well as our campus police department and the registrar’s office (really? the registrar?).

Disclaimer, there is no need to redact her contact information as she posts this all over the Internet.


I was in shock after reading this. The more this soaked in the more of a panicky feeling I got. I told my boss I couldn’t come to work that day. Among other libelous claims, included was an outrageous lie that I had harassed her about rape.

I went to work the next day and when I walked into my suite it hit me that my coworkers saw these lies and I wondered if they believed in them. I suddenly had a full-blown panic attack. I wondered if I was about to lose a long-term job that I absolutely adored. I wondered if my employer might buy into this monster narrative[4, 5, 6] our culture so enjoys. I felt violated; I can’t express to you the level of gut-wrenching anxiety her lies inspired. The panic seemed to go on and on without end. Wave after wave of anxiety crashed through me. It was as if she had reached out and desecrated what had once been a source of safety and pride.

And that was only the beginning of a coordinated attempt to engineer the ruination of both my reputation and my carrier. In the middle of an extended panic attack, none other than Janice Raymond – the very TERF that engineered the death of trans healthcare in America – contacted my employer, supporting Brennan’s narrative. On top of that, another of Brennan’s supporters – an infamous internet troll – contacted my employer as well. At this point, the panic was omnipresent, eclipsing all else. I could no longer function and was forced to take medical leave.  Later in October I was diagnosed with acute Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

Their coordinated attack changed everything. The trauma they inflicted isn’t visible. They didn’t break my legs, they merely broke my spirit. Unlike a simple broken bone, the type of violence they inflicted is especially cruel because PTSD forces me to relive the trauma they caused over and over again.

I am trying my best to learn how to cope with this debilitating condition and am currently on medical leave from work. I never know when an episode is going to hit me. Sometimes there are identifiable triggers and sometimes it just happens out of the blue. In each case I feel good one minute then just seconds later the PTSD is so horrific that it  is unbearable. I’m trying to learn how to manage it, especially when the PTSD is particularly bad. I found that reaching out can sometimes help. Also, if it gets to be unbearable, I attempt to seek help.

In February I checked myself into the emergency room because the trauma was totally overwhelming. In the moment, I saw no relief in sight and at the time, death almost seemed preferable to the hell I was experiencing. I tweeted about what was going on and I also reached out to a few folks on FaceBook to let them know what was going on.

When next I visited my doctor, he attempted to hold under observation for a few days because he said he had been informed that I was planning a suicide attempt.  I asked if the person who contacted him was Cathy Brennan. He said it was. On top of everything Brennan, had almost managed to have me held against my will for days in a psych ward because I was suffering with PTSD her behavior caused.

Worse, an anonymous tipster contacted my job’s security team, the campus police. The campus police then took the issue to my boss’s boss. The information supplied to campus police was similar to the tip supplied to my doctor and it is my belief that the anonymous tipster was none other than Cathy Brennan. If that is true, Brennan has managed to involve my co-workers, my boss, my boss’s boss, my employer’s security team, the university registrar’s office and my doctor in her harassment of me. It should be noted that prior to all of this I had asked her to leave me alone and to cease any and all contact with me.

Facing the hate

Recently, TERFs have been gloating over my PTSD:

Gallus Mag of Gender Trender (TW for extreme Transmisogyny) 

This is an image capture of a comment made by @gallusmag that shows those who favored her tweet. Note that Julian“Human Rights Consultant” Vigo, writer for the Huffington Post and author of a transmisogynistic article on Counter Punch liked the tweet.

While I don’t recall ever claiming that I was planning on killing myself, according to Julian Vigo I had taken to twitter to dramatize the various ways I was going to off myself because I was playing some sort of abusive political game.


Then, of course, TERFs began the mocking and gaslighting dog-pile:







Writing this article has been a somewhat triggering ordeal for me but it had to be done. I was told that my treatment for PTSD will be Cognitive Behavioral Therapy which means being exposed to what caused my trauma over and over again. For me, this article was therapeutic in that I’m not only recounting what happened, I’m also reaching out to those who may have suffered some similar abuse from the TERF movement.

I can see now that asking Cathy Brennan to just leave me alone doesn’t work. With the support of my friends and therapist, I am pursing legal means to ensure that she leaves me alone. At times I’m overcome with the shear hate that the TERF movement embraces. More often than not, these moments are followed by crippling PTSD.

However, I know that I’m not the only person who’s faced this level of enmity. If you’ve suffered because of similar attacks, I’d love to hear from you. I want you to know that you’re not alone and I also want you to know that it’s possible to fight back in a way that will stop the abuse. In the coming months, I will post updates on the progress I’ve had and share any successes I have in stopping the abuse.

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[1] Stryker, Susan Transgender History. Seal Press, 2008
[2] Raymond, Janice G., The Transsexual Empire. Reprinted 1993: The Women’s Press, 1978
[3] Cohen, Stephan The Gay Liberation Youth Movement in New York: ‘An Army of Lovers Cannot Fail’. Routledge, 2007
[4] See #17 of the You Might be a TERF if… list.
[5] See pages 12 – 17 of the Trans Media Watch’s initial submission to the Leveson Inquiry for an overview of the monstering of trans people.
[6} See also the following commentary: Scary Trans Monsters, LGBT WeeklyMy Words to Victor Frankenstein Above the Village of Chamounix: Performing Transgender Rage by Susan Stryker and Trans Activism Of The Monstrous, PHB.

HuffPo contributor, attempts to hide her TERF activities and then tried to erase this from the internet.

http://www.cristanwilliams.com/b/2014/04/10/julian-vigo-huffpo-contributor-attempts-to-hide-her-terf-activities/

The original article was hosted there until Julian Vigo had it removed by contacting Cristan’s host.

So im republishing it here with permission so she cannot erase it from the internet.

Back on March 11, Dana Taylor published her account anti-trans TERF harassment on the TransAdvocate. She noted that Julian Vigo participated in some of the harassment:

Gallus Mag of Gender Trender (TW for extreme Transmisogyny) 

This is an image capture of a comment made by @gallusmag that shows those who favored her tweet. Note that Julian“Human Rights Consultant” Vigo, writer for the Huffington Post and author of a transmisogynistic article on Counter Punch liked the tweet.

While I don’t recall ever claiming that I was planning on killing myself, according to Julian Vigo I had taken to twitter to dramatize the various ways I was going to off myself because I was playing some sort of abusive political game.

Then, of course, TERFs began the mocking and gaslighting dog-pile…

Using a sock account which claims to be a hacker…

… Vigo used the account to both defend herself and troll Dana:


Note that Vigo’s sock account admits to knowing what happens on Vigo’s personal twitter account. Apparently Vigo didn’t think that her sock account trolling activities would be tracked back to her:

After my reply, Vigo stopped posting. Today, I received the following from Disqus:


Let’s be clear about a few things. One of only two possibilities are true:

1.) I created everything in PhotoShop (as Vigo’s sock account claims) and there is no personal info because it’s all fake.

2.) It’s not Photoshop’d and this info is real, hence reporting it to Disqus.

Which is it, Vigo?

So, apparently someone (yes, I’m looking at you, Vigo) went to Disqus to complain about me publishing “personal information” in the comment wherein I provided proof that Vigo was trolling Dana.

I welcome Disqus looking at Vigo’s trolling.


Disqus TOS

In fact, I invite HuffPo and any other organization she writes for to inspect Vigo’s behavior around trans people: